... 遺憾

沒好好珍惜
醒覺得太遲
虧欠他太多
無奈的接受
鬱鬱不得志

數算遺憾的幼稚 - 小朋友的失望，很可能就是今天沒人請吃糖
數算幼稚的遺憾 - 那些對比世上千億人微不足道的幾樁小事

幼稚的數算遺憾
人生不免遺憾，過去再不能補救，不能找甚麼替代
也不能釋放，耿耿於懷
積起來築了一道圍牆，終日愁眉深鎖
背著它走了好遠的路，不知滂沱的大雨能否把它沖走

the pentagram (star)，環環緊扣
始終一天我會一一衝破

...

今天看那段歷史　像褪色午夜殘片
笑話情節　此刻變窩心故事
現時大了　那種心跳難重演
極燦爛時光　一去難再遇上一次

懷念中，總帶遺憾...

http://mch.my.net-yan.com/mch/megachamber/entry/43/

a sense of blue

Let down by somebody, feeling blue all the day, I'm not able to strive until the end anymore. Wanna give up, wanna express, but no one cares. Why am I here... It's too hard, too complex. I can't manage to smile, to laugh or to show I'm okay. Pressure putting on me, I can never escape or relieve. Please leave me alone far away from the crowd, if I'm so ugly. I don't want to bother anyone, so annoying I am. Sorry that I have made you here...

Thanks to hte. There's always somebody cheering me. I know what to do now. I'll get over soon. Life is not so hard to live, right? Hope it's not too late for my realization.

Still a sense of blue...

http://mch.my.net-yan.com/mch/megachamber/entry/42/

A sincere wish

I submitted the JUPAS application (25 choices of undergraduate programmes) at 23:31 on Dec 2nd, 2006.
I truly wish it is the correct way I should go for my whole life and I will not regret what I've decided today.

Application Number: 07039531 -- LAU Chi Ho

Choice	Institution	Course	M
1	HKU	6987 BENG (CompSc)	CD (DC)
2	HKU	6339 BENG(CE/EComE/EE/InfoE)	CC (DD)
3	CUHK	4422 COMPUTER SCIENCE	DD (BC)
4	HKU	6901 BSc
5	CUHK	4721 STATISTICS	CC (DC)
6	HKU	6999 BENG(ME) / BENG(ME-BSE)	CC (DC)
7	CUHK	4707 PHYSICS	BC (CE)
8	HKUST	5464 CPEG	CD (EE)
9	HKUST	5414 COMP	DE (DE)
10	CITYU	1561 BSc COMP SCI	E   (ED)
11	HKBU	2436 BSc/COMP SC	DD (EE)
12	CUHK	4446 INFORMATION ENG	DD (DD)
13	HKUST	5426 CSIE	DD (EE)
14	HKUST	5610 MECH	DD (EE)
15	HKU	6779 BCOGSC	2.93
16	HKUST	5622 MEBS	CD (ED)
17	POLYU	3739 CIVIL ENG	7.8
18	HKUST	5567 IEEM	CD (ED)
19	HKUST	5373 CIVL	CD (DE)
20	HKUST	5361 CIEV	CD (ED)
21	HKUST	5244 PHYS	DD (DD)
22	CITYU	1315 BSocSc AS	BD (EC)
23	CITYU	1468 BSc CM	CE (EC)
24	POLYU	3090 HD HOTEL MGT	8.8
25	POLYU	3052 HD CIVIL ENG	6.4

The page is created by the JUPAS Computer System at 02/12/2006 23:31:00

Thanks for those who have given me support and valuable advice for my 25 decisions.
Hope we all get good results in the AL exam.
http://docs.google.com/View?docid=dcz3f43m_33hnq8qz

http://mch.my.net-yan.com/mch/megachamber/entry/41/

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jupas 25 choices

The final version in newer post. [here]

Application Number: 07039531 -- LAU Chi Ho

Choice	Institution	Course	M
1	HKU	6987 BENG (CompSc)	CD
2	HKU	6339 BENG(CE/EComE/EE/InfoE)	CC
3	CUHK	4422 COMPUTER SCIENCE	DE (BC)
4	HKU	6901 BSc
5	CUHK	4721 STATISTICS	CC
6	HKU	6999 BENG(ME) / BENG(ME-BSE)	CC
7	CUHK	4707 PHYSICS	BC
8	HKUST	5464 CPEG	CD
9	HKUST	5414 COMP	DE
10	CITYU	1315 BSocSc AS	BD
11	CUHK	4446 INFORMATION ENG	DD
12	HKUST	5426 CSIE	DD
13	HKUST	5610 MECH	DD
14	HKUST	5373 CIVL	CD
15	HKUST	5622 MEBS	CD
16	POLYU	3739 CIVIL ENG	7.8
17	CUHK	4408 MECHAN & AUTO ENG	DE
18	HKUST	5361 CIEV	CD
19	HKUST	5244 PHYS	DD
20	CITYU	1561 BSc COMP SCI	E
21	HKBU	2436 BSc/COMP SC	DD
22	CITYU	1468 BSc CM	CE
23	HKBU	2474 BSc/PHYS-COMP	CE
24	POLYU	3090 HD HOTEL MGT	8.8
25	POLYU	3052 HD CIVIL ENG	6.4

The page is created by the JUPAS Computer System at 29/11/2006 01:51:08 (modified)

I hope this is the final version.
http://docs.google.com/View?docid=dcz3f43m_314s5pt6 (dead link)

http://mch.my.net-yan.com/mch/megachamber/entry/39/